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Breakdown Of Sanity - The Last Sunset (2009) Lyrics

Band: Breakdown Of Sanity
Album: The Last Sunset
Release Date: 9 February 2009
Genre: Metalcore
Label: ℗ 2009 Breakdown Of Sanity
Producer by: Oliver Stingel
- Line Up CD: from left - 
* Sandro Keusen: Guitar
* César Gonin: Bass Guitar
* Carlo Knöpfel: Vocals
* Thomas Rindlisbacher: Drums
* Oliver Stingel: Guitar
(Switzerland: Bern)


01. Welcome (Intro) - Instrumental ♫

Welcome to the Downfall!

02. Cancer's Breath - Lyrics:

You made me bleed inside 
Stop hide and seek 
It's time to face the fact 
I think we reached our flatline now 

What have we become? 
This is human error 
A bloodbath with no sense in it 

So finish harassing me 
You're like the perfect murder 

You act with no remorse 
No empathy at all 
But I miss your disease 

Miss your disease / it's your disease 
Your game, your rules 

This is my system's failure / self-destructive 
A throat cut of consciousness 
I'm still suffocating 
It was your game, your rules 
I never really got a chance to win against your mania 
But listen,,fuck your trip! 

This time you were no crack addict 

Anyway, I wish you some peace of mind 
Hope you can change a bit and breath for a while...

03. My Heart In Your Hands - Lyrics:

For the rise of my distrust 
Please forgive me 
For the rise of my distrust 
Please forgive me 

But by and by it destroys my inner force 
The first thing in my head when I wake up 
Save my heart 
You are the last thing in my head when I fall in sleep 
You could destroy it 
All I want is just the truth to trust 
All I want is trust 
My heart dies by suffering 

I'm afraid to fall again 

I look into your eyes 
And try to see behind the walls 
The walls of silence 

My heart in your hands 
I hate the past 
You could destroy it 
But all I need is the truth 
Is just the truth 
You could break me into pieces with one fuckin' lie 

Save my heart 

It's like the kiss of death 

I kissed the death 
My heart in your hands
It could break again 
So save my fuckin' heart 

Your words are like paste 
I can't see their real shape.

04. Covered By A Mask - Lyrics:

My tears are dark like the night 
I've never felt so cold like this 
Break away from you 
I can see the smile on your face 
I spent my lifetime 
Hope - I'm hoping it would come to me 
We covered by a mask 

I'm still alive 
But without eyes 
I'm dying deep within 
Try to replace 
Change my life 
But then I suffocate 

I lost the lies 
I've never realized the fuckin truth 
There's more in this world than I thought to see 
You're nothing better 
You can not hide 'cause you won't change your face 
I spent my lifetime 
Hope - I'm hoping it would come to me 
We covered by a mask 

I'm covered by a mask 
You won't forget me 

There is nothing I would change 
Given a chance to rearrange 
I wouldn't part with a single day, not today 

Where is my sunrise? 
Where is my horizon to begin again to descry 
A new life for some hope 
Because hope dies last 
Regret till death 
Because hope dies last 

I can not hide behind a mask of utter satisfaction 
I'm feeling all this 

You will lose your face!

05. Read My Lips - Lyrics:

What's my name? 
Who's to blame? 
What's your deal? 
To dash my hopes? 

Read my lips 
Feel you nothing? 
You know I'll bet you think you have 
A good reason to live in your own world 
There`s a place where you belong 
But you're weakened by the poison 

Who has fed you with a fucking lie? 
They don't believe in you 
Don't care about anyone 
Trust in nothing - in nothing but in me 
The real words seem to hurt you 
Well put em' up motherfucker! 

Can you feel it?! 
Feel me 

Can you hear me or are you deaf and dumb?! 
Feel you nothing when I stamp it on your face?! 

I don't understand why you dig one's own grave? 
A fat lot you care 
You waste your poor life 
You waste your time 

We are no one 
Feel you nothing? 
You know I'll bet you think you have 
A good reason to live in your own world 
Trust in nothing but in me 

Nothing but in me 
Trust in nothing 
Nothing but in me 

I trust in nothing 
In nothing but in me 

Read My Lips! 

Who the fuck you are 
Oh no god... No!!! 

Take your hand back 

It's my life!

06. Resistance - Lyrics:

Sorrow 
Now our world has entered 
In this dark age of inane bloodshed 
Blind by hate, slaved by fear 
The face is marked by sorrow 
Can't you see the signs?! 

Shaded by dreadful crimes 
Greed and selfish plans 
Sometimes it's hard to distinguish 
Between day and night 

Can you feel the blame 
Where is the resistance!? 
That will be the last chance 
You know that 

You act without human sanity 
You make things unforgiveable 
With your fuckin selfish plans 
Regardless of the consequences 

You're a pain in the neck 
I think a bullet is the only way 
Lifeless! 
One bullet left 

Betrayal is breaking up the trust 
It's like a sickness 
So fight against the violence 
Betrayal is breaking up the trust 
It's like a sickness 

This is our resistance.

07. View Through Blind Eyes - Lyrics:

I feel so incomplete 
I never want to change, but I think I'm gonna fold 
It's all the same to me 
I can't erase the darkness in my mind 
I can't rise 
I'm falling down again 

Last hope 
So I want my life back 

I thought I'm strong enough to pull the strings of life 
But you're pulling away 
Another fight to wish away the loneliness 
Another face that I don't know 
I'll drown in this life 

Give me something good and I'll fuck it up 
I'll fuck it up 

Tears of angels are falling down 
And I hope to get them 
If I don't get my way 

My dreams are fading now 
I try to be the man I really am 
My dreams are fading now 
I don't know what to do 
But sit here and wait for the end of the world 
I want my new life 
Tell me now how should I feel 

Fuck you!

08. Too Bad - Lyrics:

Sometimes I lie awake 
So lost for words 
So lost to tell you how I feel 

So terrified of changing what I thought was real 
It's too bad 
You're gone 
It's too bad 

You're not alone 
You're so lost for words 
There is something more 
I know what you feel deep inside 

So I will find my own way 
There's one reason in the end 
I always ask myself how can I save my fuckin' day 
Tell me I'm your friend but you're wasting your breath 

That is too bad 
I lie awake 
Should I give up?! 
I search my destiny for my heart 
Should I give up?! 
You're so lost for words 
You're fuckin' lost, you fuckin' whore 

More than a friend? 
No way!

09. Break - Lyrics:

I'll just fade away 
Break 
You break me away 

I can see it in your face 
It seems like I'm lost in dreams 
It's always the same 
Everything is going to fade 
Darkness is surrounding me 
There's no hope, no energy, nobody who cares 
I can't get out of this misery 

I see, all I can see 
I'm hoping for a new life 
I'll just fade away 
And the time can tell me that 

I'm face down but no one knows 
That I can't erase it 
Do you feel it now? 
Do you?! 

I try not to hate you 
Cause that's the way I've been 
So it's time to payback now 

I try not to hate you 
But it just won't go away 
Cause that's the way I've been 
So it`s time to payback now 

Look down 

You still push me down 
Break me away

10. Insane - Lyrics:

A foreign voice told me a lie 
And I guess I shouldn't listen 
In my dreams I saw you die 
But I guess I shouldn't listen 

Maybe I became insane 

Maybe I became insane 
As I stand with a knife in the rain 
My head is screaming for blood 
And I smile when I hear this shot 

The voice woke me up 
But I guess I shouldn't listen 

Can you hear this voice? 
It's fucking killing me 

My hands are shaking in the dusk 

I can't control my dreams 
You can look away, but you can't turn a deaf ear 
This voice in my head 
I'm afraid to follow the words 
Please give me a sign 

The voice is growing bigger 
And I guess I can't do this shot 

And then I pull the trigger 
And I think I've done this

11. We Have To Escape - Lyrics:

We have to escape 
Another day goes without any change 
The feeling we live with still remains 
We're stuck in a hole and we're searching 
For anything to hold onto 

There has to be somewhere that we can be safe from the 
Lives we live each day 
There has to be somewhere that we can be far away 

We've to escape and I will go anywhere 
If you just lead show me the way 
Escape to a place where we'll be together everyday 
We have to escape 

There has to be some place that nobody knows 
We have to escape

12. Here Comes The Pain - Lyrics:

We walked such a long way together 
As one device 
I was shure we could realize the dreams 
But the day has come, my confidence has been broken 
My visions are dead 
I should have seen it coming 
But i have learned… 

Here comes the pain 
I have expected too much 
I've learned my lesson about the fellow men 
Maybe it was better this fucking way 

But now I try again 
To realize my fucking dreams 
With eyes wide open 
I will not break again 
It will be better this time 

I wonder what you think of me 
The day will come you regret it 
What you have done to me 
I hope the destiny will punish you 
For your selfish acts 

There's nothing left for you 
There's nothing you can change 
The cold sound of your voice is killing me 
I can't forget this disappointment 
Bitch! 

This is your last chance 
Here comes the pain

13. Worthless - Lyrics:
[Bonus Track]

You're just like me just another face in hell
I can't help figure your way out to help you out
You get what you deserve for your epic farts
A nice place for you underneath the ground

(You're just another justice face)
(You're just another justice face)
(You're just another justice face)
(You're just another justice face)

This is your worldly demise I'll tear your moms so hot
You're guns and knives so tell if you are

Go!
Go Away!
You're just a face, a face in the mirror

A towel around your virgin neck, you better watch your back
Just fire up and feel my hate
I'm nothing to regret, nothing to regret

Full of ignorance, of this terrifying world
Full of ignorance, of this terrifying world
Full of ignorance, of this terrifying world
Full of ignorance, that's a senseless lie
Full of ignorance, of this terrifying world
You fucking bastard, that's a senseless lie

I'll wait in misery
This sun fill my eyes
Mountain dew, can't give this shit up
I can't ignore the things you say
The things you do the things you did

Wake up!
Open your eyes!
Wake up!
This is your life
You're so fake you're nothing to regret

Breakdown Of Sanity - Coexistence (2016) Lyrics

Band: Breakdown Of Sanity
Album: Coexistence
Release Date: 9 September 2016
Genre: Metalcore
Label: Self-Released, Independet
Producer by: Oliver Stingel
- Line Up CD: from left - 
* Oliver Stingel: Guitar
* Thomas Rindlisbacher: Drums
* Carlo Knöpfel: Vocals
* César Gonin: Bass Guitar
* Christoph Gygax: Guitar
(Switzerland: Bern)


01. Bulletproof - Lyrics:

Locked up behind these walls
Ages of trying to cope
Behind December's walls

Years and years of finding myself
This was the longest journey I've ever made
Days of wasting tears and no one cares
Countless nights, drowning in worthless nightmares
Ages of trying to cope
Ages of not giving up hope

Keeping alive the hope for a deeper sense
For a better understanding of my world
My destiny, my goals and myself
Climbing out of that endless misery
No security, no confirmation of an end
Alone in the masses, Alone in the masses...
Alone in the masses
Yeah!

Is there anybody on my side?
Please appear now
I feel, I feel myself slowly crumbling
Yeah!

And when the rain is coming I can feel myself melting into the ground
Becoming the puppet I never meant to be

I don't know how, I don't know why
So sure I don't deserve this
But there came an eastern wind that brought me forward
Pushed me out of the sludge
Formed my actual self
Buried my inner demons
Locked up December's walls
(Locked up) Behind December's walls

The rain can't force me down, can't force me down anymore
I'm strong enough to hold back the storms now
Seeing my visions clear like never before
From that day I met you
For what you are, for what you saw in me
Now I can see clearly all the wrong paths I took
The prospect is perfect

From the roof I see down the walls
From the roof I am bulletproof
I am bulletproof
(From the roof I see down the walls, from the roof)
I am bulletproof, I am bulletproof...

And if the vultures are ever circling above me again
You can be sure I won't let you go
Because I know you can still feel my passion
Strengthened by the scars I've collected in the past
I will move heaven and earth to save this
Because...I am bulletproof!
I... AM... BULLETPROOF!

02. Restless - Lyrics:

Restless!
We raise, we fall
Restless!
Restless!
We raise, we fall

What was that, where the hell have I gone through?
What happened to me?
Realize that I've lost control
My body is paralyzed, my mind is blurred
On the ground like a fallen leaf, fallen from the trembling tree
Not living, just killing time
I'm afraid to lose what was mine

I feel so, I feel so restless!
We raise, we fall
What if this was my last breath?
Foreign in my own body and mind
It seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud, where there's no place to hide
Alone, alone in the dark, hoping for my sunrise
Somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help
Please show me the way out

(What, what)
(Please show me the way out!)

I'm chasing the wind and try to catch the light
How many hours will it still take?
Staring up to the clouds above and listening to the same damn song over and over again
I want to run away
Run away from myself, because at any moment everything can change (everything can change)

What is this, what was that?
How many hours will it still take?
(What, what)
What is this, what was that?
I want to run away from myself
What is this, what was that?

I assume it's the normal circle of despair after touching the sky
And now it is falling down on me
Was it worth it?
(Was it worth it?)
Was is it really worth it?
What if I can't ever be free anymore?

Let's go! (Oh!)

I feel so, i feel so...
Restless!

We raise, we fall
What if this was my last breath?
Foreign in my own body and mind
It seems like I'm stranded on a dark cloud, where there's no place to hide
Alone, alone in the dark, hoping for my sunrise
Somebody must hear my inaudible cry for help
Please show me the way out

Is this, is this the reality or just an illusion?
Bite my tongue to see if I can still feel
Time vanishes into oblivion, into a black hole

Please help me out!

03. Back To Zero - Lyrics:
[Featuring: Ryo Kinoshita]

Face the truth, we are surrounded by lies
This ship will sink, never sleep with closed eyes
Don't follow those voices (follow those voices)
A little closer to the ground
Pieces are falling and they will never be found

They will never be found

My belief breaks into a thousand shards
Yeah!
I will refuse to face defeat
Nobody wants to face the truth
The moment has come to turn the page
They said (They said) you have to swallow your pride and learn to adapt
But I'm unwilling to be one of those who just sits back in the dark
Fuck!

I'll take back what was mine
I'll take back what was mine
I'll take back what was mine

Broken reality falls down on me, the world is my enemy
Am I the only one who can see through the mask?
I envy your calm, can't you see the hurricane?
No time for reproaches, I warned you again and again
Where do we want to belong to now?
Write your name on your lifeboat and follow the lifeline
Escape the squall for the last time

We'd rather live (we'd rather live) one day in this selfish world as a wounded lion, than a hundred years as a controlled sheep
Leave this shit behind, no time to sleep
We climb this wall, no fears to fall
We won't give this shit up till we reach the top
I promise (I promise) it will be the brightest spot
This is our target

We never stop, we never forfeit, I can not abort it
No exception to permit
Just look into my eyes, they're reflecting your fear from the past few years

But this is not the end
No, this is not the end
Believe me or not but this right here is not the end (Oh!)

Take your place, it's time to move
Give me a knife for those ropes
Give me something to break these chains
Give me the command to bring the ship back on course again
Give me a knife for those ropes
Give me something to break these chains
Give me the command to bring the ship back on course again

Back to zero
Escape the fate, it's time to chose
Take your place, it's time to move
Back to zero
Escape the fate, it's time to chose
Rewind the past, you must approve

Raise your fist, this is your last chance
We won't turn away and turn back to grey
And I'm sure someday the colours will visibly gleam again

04. Dear Diary - Lyrics:

The sun sets, reality becomes tactile
The taste of life is killing the smile
Shake your numb reality, but never give up no matter how hard it will be

Yeah!

There is no way to escape, there is no shortcut (Shortcut!)
All of sudden everything changes
And from now on every breath feels so strange
A stab in the back without warning
Fall asleep and hope all is forgotten in the morning

I'm paralyzed (Paralyzed!)
I close my eyes and try to set the time back (time back)

I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Wake up and realize that everything was just a nightmare
Somebody take this away from me

These cursed ups and downs
This mental pressure, sometimes hope drowns
How long does it still take
Till the chains around my neck break?
Yeah!

Broken mirrors
I can't see the reality clearly
Millions of sharp pieces are starring at me

Please, I can't bear to see you fall again
(But I know you'll never give up!)
But I know you'll never give up
Never, never, never...

I just want to fall into a deep sleep
Wake up and realize that everything was just a nightmare
Somebody take this away from me
Take this away from me...

05. Crossed Fingers - Lyrics:
[Featuring: Björn Krebs]

Living day by day with remorse
But I try to push it to the back of my mind
My hands are shaking, I can't resist no more, I can't fight back
Brick by brick, step by step, stick by stick
Look at me, what have I become?
From time to time I feel like everything in me is dead
Do you know what it's like to sleep forever
Endless thoughts, blinded by drugs, numb the pain, it never stops

I say it's the last time
And cross my fingers behind my back (for myself)
No regrets for a long time
And all my habits, my habits will come back (will come back!)
Lift my glas to the end of the past
Back to the start because time runs too fast
Forcing myself to breathe
I see myself but it's not really me
My enemy is me
Lie to myself, hope everyday again that I lose my selfproduced pain
I try to leave this cage inside and refuse to listen to the voice in my head

Got to lose my craving (for more!)
I need to get out of this
Forever bound, forever in chains
(Forever bound!)
I have to live forever with this shadow on my face
It was never gone and I guess it will never go away
I can't decide which way to take to find my bliss
There's no light I can follow, no god I can believe in
Please help me out of this

(What, what)

I take my last hit before I get sick
Please help me out of this

I say it's the last time
And cross my fingers behind my back (for myself)
No regrets for a long time
And all my habits, my habits will come back (will come back!)
Tear me down and let me drown
Tomorrow (I promise) I'll break up
But only tomorrow

I don't want to chase the dark clouds anymore (anymore!)
Break free
I try to escape from this cage and turn the next page
I walked these cold streets all by myself, so the last steps I'll cope under my own steam
No dreams at night only daydreams (Oh!)

I tried to hide it from the ones I love but I can't pretend anymore (anymore!)
I can't hide anymore
Break, Break free

06. From The Depths - Lyrics:

Hey you!
I know that you hear me, I know that you feel me, no chance to set you free
I know that you fear me and that you can't see me (can't see me!)
I know all your diary stories and all your dirty secrets that you can't hide
I know that you know me, but you can't tell anyone (anyone!)

You can't locate me anymore
The idea of innocence is ridiculous, just steer away from these recurring thoughts
You are a liar, you are a masquerader
Maybe you can mislead your environment
Maybe you can convince your friends and enemies

Just smile and go away, just cry and hate yourself
But you can never deceive me (never deceive me!)
Fuck!
I can feel that you are trying to deny my existence

When you're fighting against your ego and your misgivings
There is no one who could help you, no one who would believe you
When we would appear together, enrage united
Forgetting what's right or wrong, what's laudable or vile
Too many stories untold (Yeah!)
Too many facts unrecognized (Oh!)

It's already enough
Never try to deceive me
It's already enough
Never try to deceive me
Never try to deceive me

And now you can feel me clearly
Never try to deceive me
Now you can learn to accept my terrifying antic (Fuck you!)
This is truly the end, this is cruelly the truth
But I do as I always did, because you are I, and I am you
We're coming from the depths
We're coming from the depths
We're coming from the depths

07. The Grand Delusion - Lyrics:

Breathe in, breathe out without a sound
Keep breathing, day in day out. Yeah!
Speak up, shout out, somebody will hear you

No matter what, I'm going through - with or without you
Sometimes this world resembles a dead garden without blooms
A park full of barren trees or like a song without melody
A laugh without a sound and sleep without dreams
Shadows without sun or a sky without any shining stars
(This world is) This world is a fire without heat

Can you hear the clock? Yeah!

A life without dreams
You won't find another world other than this one
A life without dreams (Oh!)

You consume what they urge you to
Guided by the masses
Brainwash, no ifs, no buts
Everything makes sense to you
It leaves deep scars behind
But no matter what
Keep breathing, day in day out
Speak up, shout out, somebody will hear you
No matter what, I'm going through - with or without you

Everything is delusion
I step outside, close the door and even at this time I feel boxed in (I feel boxed in)
Everything is delusion, trust in nothing
Escape as long as you can (Escape as long, as you can!)
The fire without heat, the life without dreams

08. Dead Flowers - Lyrics:

The frames are blank and the flowers are fucking dead. Fuck!
I'm drowning in thoughts, the time has come once again

Oh yeah oh!

Overslept the whole day, still lying on my bed and weltering back and forth
Thousands of thoughts whiz around in my head
It's hard to explain what's still growing in me
Just look into my eyes for the last time
The time has come for me to rise
(Just look into my eyes)
Just look into my eyes for the last time

My mind was covered by shadows
Dark forces have pulled me away for too long
The half life I follow on this railroad line
But my train has left the station for a long time. Oh!

I just wanted to wake up from this nightmare
But there was no way to turn the page
Issues, fears of loss, paranoia, jealousy
At some point I just wanted to run, to run away
But you, you didn't want to face what we have become
Can you see what you've done to me and to yourself?
(Dead slowly I can recognize myself)
Dead slowly I can recognize myself in the mirror again

Tonight I try to forget
The frames are blank and the flowers are fucking dead
It's my life now I take it back

I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves
Too weak to resist the fight against you and myself
The more I've searched the less I've found
This is the last time that you drag me back down. Yeah!

Fragments of dreams
Half asleep, nothing is what it seems. Nothing!
You let me down (Nothing!) you let me drown
I'm never looking back again, you got that? Oh!

Yeah!

I was waiting for the problems to solve themselves
Too weak to resist the fight against you and myself
The more I've searched the less I've found
This is the last time that you drag me back down
The more I've searched (the more I've searched) the less I've found
This is the last time (this is the last time!)
I'm never looking back again

I was just a mask with a crooked smile
You tried to control me for quite a while
I was on the ropes for too long
Nothing left but a bitter taste on my tongue. Yeah!

But now I know how to hide the scars
The time has come for me to rise again

09. Deep Sleep - Lyrics:

Free fall!
Free fall into a deep sleep
With a box of photos on my knees
Into a world without time and space
It's hard for me to cope with when I'm awake

All my life I was cutting corners
I always felt like a useless stoner
Every step I took was in slow motion
Heal the past, let go of what was
Live the present, accept what it is
Dream of the future, have faith in what will be
But time heals nothing unless you move along with it

I try to breast the waves in the ocean. Oh!
Everything that happen in my head is real
The moon is my spotlight and now you can see how I feel
Time flies, the time arrives. Oh!
No moment to waste, no memory to repress
No place to hide, no lie to deny

Always searching for the faults and imperfections
A gilded cage I can't escape
Hoping for an insight I will probably never find
The clock is ticking (Oh!)
Time is the wave upon the shore
It takes some things away but it brings other things
Set the anchor in the bay

Heal the past, let go of what was
Live the present, accept what it is
Dream of the future, have faith in what will be
But time heals nothing unless you move along with it

The sound of the moving water makes everything fade away but I must wake up
My eyes slowly adjust to darkness
Now I know a clean surface will rise
The sun shines through the dark clouds. Oh!

10. Coexistence - Lyrics:

"A few people laughed, a few people cried
Most people were silent
I remembered the line from the Hindu scripture, the Bhagavad-Gita;
Vishnu is trying to persuade the Prince that he should do his duty
And to impress him, takes on his multi-armed form and says
Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds
I suppose we all thought that, one way or another"

"Why is it that countries which we call strong are so powerful in creating wars, but are so weak in bringing peace?"

"We have the power to make this the best generation of mankind in the history of the world - or to make it the last."

[Instrumental]

"Our task is to look at the structure of why we're failing as human beings
And I say all of us
And if you don't have faith in the people
What do you have faith in?"

11. New World - Lyrics:

I step into a world
A world I have never seen before
Where the haunt is bagged and love is the core (love is the core)

Warm lights surrounding my unfrozen mind
Time is standing still for a blink of an eye
I'm no longer a slave of the human kind. Yeah!

My deepest fears seem to have lapsed
My enemies, antagonists, already collapsed
Now it feels like the biggest fight has been won in this life
But who's able to follow me over the edge of the knife?

Imaginary land (Oh!) please be real, I don't want to leave you anymore
So please be sealed
Keep that burning door locked forever

I need to save the new essence
Let me breathe in the smell of hope until my disappearance
This is the new freedom called peace
Pick up the trail and follow me
Follow me away from the worlds disease
Follow me (Follow me!)

This is the place for those who don't give up
The final destination beyond selfishness and every spiteful act
I see your laughing face
Your laughing face full of salvation
But wait (But wait), there is something more (Something more!)
Suddenly I'm in a fight against the question
Like a spike in my mind, unable to ignore
Searching for a reason
For a reason I can't find

What am I even looking for?
(What am I even looking for?)
What am I even looking for?
(What am I even looking for?)

Only one black thought and my knees are shaking
I can feel my heartbeat, hear my heart scream
The gloomy sounds of a tremor makes me breathless
Like a wicked hand, it's on my neck

Trying to suppress; to suppress my peace of mind
The lights turn green and I watch reality thrive
What the hell is happening? This place can't break
I need to stay, but I can't hide
Billows of smoke breaking through the ground
Billows of smoke, Yeah!

I'm falling but I don't want to be crawling out of my skin
The sad reality is catching up with me
Yeah!
This is the awakening
This is the awakening
This is the awakening